1. |
What If
04:58
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LYRICS
Remember when I was the one who
lit up your eyes and warmed your thighs
Now here we are, like when we met, strangers
I don't feel better with or without you
Is what you said to me once
Those words cut so deep
But now that we’re through
I feel it too
What if we started over
What if I made you fall in love with me
All over again
What if we started over
What if I made you fall in love with me
All over again
Or what if I became no one's woman
We're like stained glass windows
When it's bright outside we shine, but in darkness we have to cast the light from within
Maybe I don’t have it in me
To breathe in new air
To write my story
Each voice in me that breaks through
Is drowned out by the doubt I caught from you
What if we started over
What if I made you fall in love with me
All over again
What if we started over
What if I made you fall in love with me
All over again
Or what if I became no one's woman
Can’t catch my breath
Looking down from the ledge
Teasing, taunting, calling to the void
What if we started over
What if I made you fall in love with me
All over again
What if we started over
What if I made you fall in love with me
All over again
Or what if I became no one's woman
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2. |
River
04:00
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There's a place I know
Where the blues are bright the sky is high
Earth sighs and pain is pacified
But back inside it’s cracked and dry
I make it home to find shelter
From myself
Do you hear me I'm talking to you
Why deny the lightness of air
Why do you live in your loss
Embrace the freedom of the current
Wash over me
Like a starving seed
Needs a river
Needs a river
Hypnotize deep
And run through me
Like a river
Like a river
I can't make sense of it but I can sense all of it
The hunger of desperate parasites
Sometimes I wanna drown
Nothing ever scares me more
I know I’m already there
Do you hear me I'm talking to you
There's a person bigger than your view
Stop chasing blind divinity
You’re home, when you welcome me
Ooooo
Let the river flow, river flow, river flow
Let the river flow, river flow, river flow
Let the river flow, river flow, river flow
Let the river flow, river flow, river flow
Flow in me
Wash over me
Like a starving seed
Needs a river
Needs a river
Hypnotize deep
And run through me
Like a river
Like a river
Wash over me
Like a starving seed
Needs a river
Needs a river
Hypnotize deep
And run through me
Like a river
Like a river
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3. |
Agave
02:02
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At first kiss I bite
With every next one
I share a warmth that lets you know it’s alright
A taste like no other
You can nurture me
You can't claim me
There’s nothing for you until
I’ve got enough for myself
I'm wild, you can't tame me
But maybe
I'll share my secrets tonight
Sip me slowly
Don't get greedy
I'll be worth your time
Espadin, Elote, Coyote
You try to label me
But even in my family
I am my own strand
Grow on integrity
Vulnerability
You better be patient and loyal and here for
a love worth tears
I'm wild, you can't tame me
But maybe
I'll share my secrets tonight
Sip me slowly
Don't get greedy
I'll be worth your time
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4. |
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Chorus
Rather be alone than lonely
with you I'm always craving more than I'm getting
Rather be alone than lonely
I can’t untaste the sweet and heat that controls me
Verse 1
Give me the glory of solitude
these walls in my head remain a cage with occupants of two
You play in my mind
a tape that rewinds
every replay is a reframe
of the feels I want to feel again
Stroke my arm, look me in the eye
Can you reassure me that this thing between us hasn't died?
Chorus
Rather be alone than lonely
with you I'm always craving more than I'm getting
Rather be alone than lonely
I can’t untaste the sweet and heat that controls me
Verse 2
How dare you neglect me
And need me at the same time
Like a string you dangle me
affection threads my insecurity
a cat's cradle
your hands idle
and carelessly cruel
The weight of your callous
I can no longer endure
Chorus
Rather be alone than lonely
with you I'm always craving more than I'm getting
Rather be alone than lonely
I can’t untaste the sweet and heat that controls me
Verse 3
There’s that off balance
go ask Alice
with no malice
type feeling
with no ceiling
no ending
It’s deep
but depending
on how lonely we can get with this deep ending
enough pretending
It’s always raining on my side
So the grass is always greener
but the sun don’t come out as much
so my answer’s always leaner
and the fence is making us good neighbors
but my emotions be leaving
I’m sorry
We like two ships passing at night, aight
and we’re staring out the stars cus it’s so bright
I mean where’s it gonna take us and are we gonna wake up?
Sometimes ain’t enough make up in the world to make up
Sometimes you just gotta part ways and break up
I’m tired of being lonely too
But that don’t mean I want you to feel the same way
I’m feeling when I’m going through what I’m going through
Damn
Chorus
Rather be alone than lonely
with you I'm always craving more than I'm getting
Rather be alone than lonely
I can’t untaste the sweet and heat that controls me
Rather be alone than lonely
with you I'm always craving more than I'm getting
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5. |
Horizon
03:45
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I want the feeling of lungs exploding
Where every breath, I swallow the sun
I want to drown, I'm addicted to the thought
But to my dismay, my body floats
And the current takes me home
Breathing new life
Into the very lungs I discarded
Hit the reset, unravel the rules
Give me the wisdom of the ocean
And the eyes of the kid on shore
Break the cord
Untether me
Detoxify my mind
And take me to the horizon where
The sun and water meet
I wanna know what they talk about...
When the ocean, mutes the noise
I hear a song from my internal stereo
It's no longer just a minor key
But optimistic melodies
I want to live a life anew
Where I protest myself
And have the courage to be happy
Break the cord
Untether me
Detoxify my mind
And take me to the horizon where
The sun and water meet
I wanna know what they talk about...
To watch you move makes me still
I want more
Dress me in your aura
Undress my soul
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6. |
Schönsten
04:05
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I would
Hold onto this moment
If I could
Build a gallery of unsaid understoods
Bottle every breath that
Escaped me
I would
Spend my life in a desert
If could
Bathe in cold water that rushed back to you
Catalogue each sensation
On my skin
Let it go
When it's most beautiful
Nothing will last but
Memories dance with you
When it's most beautiful
Nothing will last but
Memories dance with you
Mmmmm
Let's leave
While the nectar on our lips are still sweet
Stop imagining all that could be
Preserve all that is so
It never rots
Take me
Deeper into my own two feet
Lift all rules and love generously
Extend every moment to eternity
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AERI Brooklyn, New York
AERI (she/her) is a Korean-American singer-songwriter who exposes inner dialogues often invisible or silenced, in hopes to foster collective tenderness and healing. AERI’s debut EP—a raw, atmospheric archive of a journey through grief, shame and longing—was featured on Them’s “Best New Music by Queer Artists” and Live Nation’s “Ones to Watch”. ... more
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